She had already said what she wanted to, but she did not know what kind of reply she would get! However, she did not want to guess! His thoughts were clear at times, but she could not read him on most occasions.
Because his gaze was piercing and willful, Sang Wan seemed to have sensed it and opened her eyes instinctively.
She lifted her gaze to meet his eyes, which was as deep as a pit and gleaming like a star.
“You’re awake!” Shi Fengju’s gaze suddenly became vivid. There was gentleness in his eyes as he smiled towards her.
Sang Wan’s body stiffened slightly and her mind was somewhat startled as she looked at him dazely. She did not know what he wanted when he sat by her bedside.
Shi Fengju sighed softly. He raised his hand and softly caress her cheek which was warm and red, smooth and tender, just like touching the surface of a hard boiled egg; he could not resist.
Sang Wan was not used to his unbridled show of affection and instinctively tilted her head to escape his hand, but it followed like a shadow.
“Sang Wan,” Shi Fengju said softly, “I have thought through it carefully; I promise you, I will let her go.”
Sang Wan’s breathing stopped momentarily and her hands were clenched tightly under the blanket, “Are you really sure about it?”
“What choice do I have!” Shi Fengju gently pinched her cheek and said, “You’re stubborn, but I just can’t bear to part with you. Other than agreeing, what choice do I have?”
Sang Wan flushed, embarrassed, then bit her lip and lowered her gaze.
“But you have to give me some time. I can only discuss this once she’s past her mourning period, okay?”
“Okay!” Sang Wan nodded her head. Since it was almost New Year soon, she was not expecting him to do so right away anyway. If more trouble was to happen during New Year, Wang Shi would definitely be angered and would blame her for instigating it —— After all, she did instigate it.
Shi Fengju smiled and said, “Then that’s settled! Anyway, I promise you that I will send her away. Actually, this might be a good thing for me as well!” A hint of sadness flashed past Shi Fengju eyes. Being the person he was today, he could neither face her nor get closer to her. There was no longer any meaning for him to have her stay, even for herself.
“Do you have a plan already?” Sang Wan asked softly.
“Don’t worry,” Shi Fengju nodded and smiled, “I do, and I’ll let you know when the time comes.”
Seeing that he was not going to reveal his plan to her, she did not probe any further. She doubted his answer was flippant since he had thought about it for half a day,
Sang Wan nodded her head lightly.
“Then, you’ll promise not to leave me?” Shi Fengju gazed at her with eagerness in his eyes
“Yes.” Sang Wan thought about it and nodded her head lightly again, but she did not dare to look him in his eyes.
Shi Fengju was elated. He leaned over and gave her a peck on her cheek before whispering softly in her ear, “Sang Wan, we are really husband and wife now…”
Sang Wan tensed up and shut her eyes but she did not make a sound.
The edge of Shi Fengju’s lips hooked into a smile. Since she did not oppose, it naturally meant that she agreed with him.
He undid his robe and threw it aside before pulling away the blanket to enter the warm and fragrant bed. He touched her soft and delicate body underneath a pink silk undershirt; both their hearts swayed as one.
“Sang Wan, Sang Wan!” Shi Fengju leaned on her body. Both his hands held the sides of her body firmly as he kissed her forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks, lips, temple, and earlobe without stopping. But Sang Wan did not resist and kept her eyes shut even though her eyelashes were trembling. Her breathing hastened and both her cheeks were red; the heat from her embarrassment was enough to set her ablaze.
“Sang Wan, don’t be afraid! Open your eyes and look at me!” Shi Fengju was delighted. He stopped with the tender kisses and looked at her with a smile.
Sang Wan listened and slowly opened her eyes; her gaze met his. That handsome face of his was contracted with ecstasy which made his face red with excitement. This caused her face to burn even more with embarrassment and she hastily shut her eyes. Shi Fengju could not help but chuckle.
“Sang Wan, Sang Wan!” Shi Fengju suddenly hugged her tightly and placed his hands on her delicate body as he stroked her gently. Not long after, she almost felt as if she was kneaded into a puddle of water. Sang Wan had never been treated like this before so how could she hold herself back? She could not help but squeal. That added fuel to the fire as the man became even more passionate and started to kiss her lips crazily while caressing her delicate body.
Both their clothes were off. Shi Fengju held her hands and placed them on his lower back as he embraced her tightly. Their skin were in contact with each other; their bodies felt as if they were melting into one from the heat and they could not control themselves from moaning.
“Sang Wan, Sang Wan! Give it to me!” Shi Fengju said breathlessly as he reached out to her lower body.
Sang Wan let out a frail moan. Her legs clenched tightly together and her face was as red as fresh blood. That place, that place, she could feel it becoming sticky below. Why wouldn’t she be ashamed to let him touch it? Even if it wasn’t, she still wouldn’t allow him to!
“Sang Wan, listen to me! Give it to me…” Shi Fengju’s desire rose. He gently kissed the corner of her mouth and her cheeks as he forced his hand through her legs. His hand felt wet and sticky, and he chuckled. Sang Wan opened her eyes and glared at him grievously while biting at her lips, “You…”
“Sang Wan! My Sang Wan!” Shi Fengju gently nibbled at her lips. He gave a smile and bent his back before pressing down on both of her legs. The iron-like thing burning at his crotch pressed down at the most delicate part of her body as he whispered breathlessly at the side of her ear, “Sang Wan, I’m going in. Bear with it!”
He was a man, there was no way he could continue to hold himself back.
Shi Fengju jerked with his strength. Even though only the head went in, Sang Wan was already moaning out in pain. Her body tensed up and wouldn’t ease up at all.
It hurt! Absentmindedly, the memories of her past life rushed forth. Those memories of her past life were all so clear that they seemed like just yesterday. The tearing pain brought nothing but hurt and shame! If things were to become the way it was in her past life, how could she bear with it? Sang Wan bit her lip as tears streamed down her face uncontrollably.
“Sang Wan, Sang Wan!” Upon seeing her cry in pain, he couldn’t help but feel his heart ache. He gently wiped her tears with his hands, kissing and stroking her in order to console her.
“Don’t be afraid, I’ll be more gentle! After this pain, you won’t feel it anymore, so bear with it a little, okay?”
Sang Wan was done venting her feelings. She opened her eyes and looked at him with her moist yet innocent eyes, with traces of tears on her face, “You, be more gentle!”
“I will. Seeing you in pain makes my heart ache too!” Shi Fengju smiled as he hugged her and started his passionate kissing again. His tongue pried open her fragrant lips and latched onto her soft and nimble tongue as his body rubbed against hers. His hands that were on her soft chest rubbed vigorously, and Sang Wan was soon dizzy from pleasure; other than being foolishly aroused, her mind was blank.
When she returned to her senses and could feel the pain again, he had already pushed himself deep inside her. She belonged entirely to him now.
“Ah!” Sang Wan could not help but scream out loud as she clenched her lower body.
“Sang Wan, relax a little. Don’t clench so tightly!” Shi Fengju found it unbearable and he laid on her body, panting for air. A layer of sweat formed on his forehead.
“Young Mistress!” Sang Wan’s loud and painful scream startled Liu Ya who was on night duty. Liu Ya rushed to the entrance and placed her ears by the door as she tried to listen in on what was happening inside the chamber. While knocking on the door, she shouted, “Young Mistress, are you alright?” She subconsciously imagine Shi Fengju bullying her mistress.
Sang Wan was greatly alarmed and she clenched herself even more tightly.
“Sang Wan!” Shi Fengju warned in a hoarse voice as he rubbed her waist, “Sang Wan, calm down!”
Sang Wan gradually relaxed her body and looked at him in panic: What do we do?
Shi Fengju could not help but laugh when he saw her fawn-like innocence and lovely eyes looking straight at him. He embraced her tightly and raised his voice, “Your young mistress accidentally bumped her head, it’s alright now!”
Hearing that Sang Wan had bumped her head, how was that alright? Liu Ya hastily asked, “Then should this servant to bring some ointment? Is Young Mistress really alright?”
Why was this servant so stubborn!
“It’s alright, we’ll apply the ointment tomorrow!” Shi Fengju’s words encompassed a warning.
Since Sang Wan did not make a sound, Liu Ya did not dare to confront Shi Fengju and could only answer hurriedly with a “Yes” before returning to her room to sleep.
Sang Wan couldn’t help but purse her lips and giggle. Shi Fengju held her face up and smiled, “You still dare to laugh. Why did you scream so loudly? Huh?” As he spoke, he carried her body and started thrusting.
Sang Wan was taken by surprise and was about to scream again, but Shi Fengju was a step ahead of her and covered her mouth, muffling her moans and screams.
The pain slowly receded and as her insides became more moist and smooth, she gradually began to feel a foreign sensation. There was a little bit of fear, but also excitement and anticipation. She could not explain the sensation clearly, but she knew that her body and heart were restless. They were itching unbearably as the sensation felt good yet painful. There was also something that was eager to escape but just could not seem to come out.
All she could do was hug him tightly as they rubbed against each other and moan. The moaning from her small mouth only excited the man further which caused him to move faster and harder.
“Lord, Lord!” Sang Wan’s pupil shrunk as she shuddered and cried out softly.
“Call me Fengju!” Shi Fengju gasped for breath as he forcefully kissed her flushed neck.
“Fengju, Fengju! Stop, stop!” Sang Wan cried out softly for mercy. Her delicate face showed emotions of both comfort and pain as she whimpered like a kitten.
Upon seeing her delicate and frail look, Shi Fengju grabbed both her legs and hooked them around his body as he said softly, “Are you coming soon? Be good, don’t be afraid, I’m with you…”
After a period of a violent rush, he finally reached her deepest part. She bit her lip and moaned out loud as her body jerked violently before convulsing. Her mind went entirely white and her body was warm and moist as she finally let herself go. At the same time, Shi Fengju hugged her tightly as he released inside her, filling her inside.